Have you ever tried sleeping with a broken heart...? In 'The Sun Also Rises' by Hemingway the main character, Jake, at one point says that it is so easy to be tough during the day, but at night it's a whole different story. I couldn't agree more. I occupy myself with million things...I study, read, write, work, etc etc from the moment I wake up till it's time to go to sleep. But then comes the moment when I have to close my eyes...and I start thinking...and before I realise I listen to THAT music, and tears start falling, and even though it hurts so much I just cannot let those memories go...It's a torture. But there is something so pure, deep, beautiful about reliving those moments over and over again even though I know that they might never repeat themselves.